reesovna

Spring

2007-08-05T22:15:00.000+02:00

She was gone, i could still smell her hair on the pillow, but she was gone.
I actually knew, she is that kind of girl, who just appear and in the morning, you are not sure, if she was just a dream .. except empty bottle of wine a lipstick on the glass.
I`ve had bells ringin` in my head and I needed shower. Just messed up your life and go .. typical.
I knew in next days I`ll be looking for her in the town, i`ll see her face everywhere. We will never met again.

Ear-drop

2007-02-21T23:00:00.000+01:00

She asked him how many times he was in love.
Why is every girl asking me this question? flashed though his mind. And how could I possibly know?
He conteplated the stain on the pillow while she was trying to put on the ear-drop. "Twice. First one taught me not to trust women, second one not to trust myself." he suddenly said.
What the hell, who am I kidding, I never talk like this.
Sometimes he just wonder when he hear himself. She left.

Capoeirasun

2007-01-31T13:45:00.000+01:00

She just appeared and make me feel better ... I guess that`s good ..

10 red bottles

2007-01-04T00:06:00.000+01:00

She said she fell bad about it, she`s sorry .. i don`t know, maybe she was.
Later, feeling the heat of her body a realized its over .. i`m not chasing amy anymore ... so why did i have to call her.

r.

Last one to die please turn out the light

2006-11-24T19:35:00.000+01:00

II.

2006-11-24T17:42:00.000+01:00

She was, you know, that kind of girl, with head full of dreams. With that little bit naive view at the world. I think, she tried to teach me, people are not that bad ... tried to show me, sometimes is good to give a another chance. Maybe .. I guess .. she knew it`s not really that simple, but she needed to believe it. Everybody does...

Epilogues

2006-11-07T01:56:00.000+01:00

She was looking thru the window, watching the neon lights reflecting in the rainy street ... cursed the day she let him go ...
**
I did everything what I could, he tried to convince himself... No I did not ... At start he thought the memories can be drinked away ... now he just knew, morning will be bad...
**
She waked up and realized he`s not there ... she started to cry.
**
At the first moment when he opened the eyes, he felt nothing ... he threw up ... then he remembered what happend ...and he threw up again ...
**
She stayed in the bed whole day ... with phone on her breast.
**
Should I call her? he asked himself...

I.

2006-11-04T20:37:00.000+01:00

Her name. Still resonant in my head. What i did, what I shouldn`t do. I`ve never used to drink when i lose someone. Maybe i should. It seems that every single thing turns against me. Even the weather. I used to like the rain, drops knockin` on the window-sill, but now, now it remains me that she`s gone. It`s two months but nothing changed.

Since i was gone ...

2006-10-08T21:51:00.000+02:00

.BALCONY
co jsem rikal .. kdo to rikal .. ja to rikal ...

.NEVIM

V lete sa mi ozval znamy, ci nebudem mat koncom jesene cas nafotit jednu kapelu na koncerte. Nevedel som o aku kapelu ide ani ci bude cas ale prikyvol som. 22.9. som dorazil na miesto konania koncertu a zistil som ze kapela sa vola Nevim ( www.nevim.kvalitne.cz ) a hra spolu s kapelou Support Lesbiens. Pohoda ... vekovy priemer kapely je 13 rokov, ale potom ako zacali hrat to bolo jedno. Hrali dobre. Dostal som pasku na ruku, usmial sa na straziacu slecnu a presiel za podium. Kapela sa uz zapajala a ozvucovala. Clenov Support Lesbiens som omylom povazoval za zvukarov kapely Nevim, takze ked potom vyliezli na podium, bol som trochu prekvapeny. Este si odo mna vypytal kontakt niekto z novin, vraj 'keby im nevysli fotky' a koncert zacal ... pred supportami nas ochranka informovala ze 4 pesnicky a odchod a tak sa aj stalo.

.INLINE

23.9. mam v kalendari poznacene 'foto inline letna'. Tak balim fotak a vyrazam. Konala sa sutaz vo freestyle slalome na inlinoch. Kelimky uz boli rozmiestnene, este rychle upravy povrchu. Pokec s druhym fotografom/kameramanom, pokec s Lenkov Buchcarovou (vitazkou svetoveho pohara vo freestyle slalome), .. Lenka vysveltlila pravidla a sutaz zacala. Padov bolo malo, vitaz jeden, fotiek dost.

Nohy vitaza

Lenka

.TATRY

Povodne som mal stravit vikend v horach, cestoval som koli tomu domov ale zrada ... brachova priatelka nemohla, tym padom nesiel ani brat a sam by som benzin do Popradu neutiahol. Trmacat sa vlakom nebudem .. nevermind ...

.CURRAHEE

Wait for green light!
Get ready!
Stand up!
Hook up!
Equipment check!
Sound off for equipment check!
Ten okay!
Nine okay!- Eight okay!
Seven okay! - Six okay!
Five okay! - Four okay!
Three okay! - Two okay!
One okay!
Ok, let`s go, jump!

Sadnem do auta, pobeham po okoli, najdem nieco na fotenie .. to bol plan .. v podstate dobry. Pred letiskom v Tomcanoch vidim kolonu zaparkovanych aut, podlieham zvedavosti a vyhazujem blinker do lava. Kona sa tu nejaky zraz vysadkarov a z povodneho 'zostanemLenNaJedenZoskok' sa stalo 'zostalSom4hodiny'. Pricinou nebola ani atraktivna reporterka STV, ani prislub pohladu na zem z paluby malej cesny .. proste to nejak ubehlo...

Kazdy na letisku chcel byt jej mikrofonom...

.CARNIVALE

Prisiel k nam cirkus...

.DUMBO
a boli dvaja, mali sa radi, objimali sa chobotmi a sprchovali sa prachom zo zeme ... what a wonderful life..

Slovensko

2006-09-18T14:30:00.000+02:00

.FILMUJETE?

"Filmujete ?"
"Dobry den teta, ano filmujem."
"Krasne, vsak?"
"Hm, ano, krasne"

oslovila ma na poli za dedinou Hybe, na Liptove...

.PRIZNAJ SI TO!

"Priznaj si to!"
"Ale co?"
"To, ze si donho"
"Nie som"
"Si, aspon trosicku."
"Nie som, ono sa to moze zdat ze som, ale nie som!"

rozhovor dvoch okoloiducich .. cakal som na kluce od bytu...

.KITE-FLY

"Ked chce letiet tak mu daj priestor. Ked zacne blbnut tak ho pritiahni ... tahaj! .. ok tak znova."

.WATERFALL

"Budes mokry."
"Uhm.."

.MT

Prve co ma prekvapilo bol cisty vzduch. Hodinu som len stal a dychal. Vecer som vsade citil lahku vonu marihuany ... aj pokosena trava tam vonala inak.

.EPILOG

"Sit down!" asked him voice.
There were no chairs in the room. Cause of bright light, he wasn`t able to esstimate room`s size.
"Where?" he asked.
"Wherever you want."
"Is this some kind of game?"

Big things and small bag

2006-09-08T03:09:00.000+02:00

.. pohladil ju po tvari. nevedel preco to urobil, nepoznali sa a vobec si neboli blizky. potrebovala to .. on to potreboval

Leaving

2006-09-08T02:29:00.000+02:00

.WAY HOME
hmm, tak zajtra (resp. dnes) pocestujem domov ... uz je to davno ... celkom sa tesim, zhodim vlasy, oddychnem od Prahy, precitam nejaku knihu, stretnem starych znamych, pofotim, vybehnem do kopcov pod Tatrami ak bude priat pocasie, pobeham po kopcoch vo Fatre ak bude priat pocasie a kazdy den spravim jednu vec, ktoru nemozem spravit v Prahe ... bullshit ...

.SOUTH AFRICA
dnes sme posedeli s Elis a Daveom. Elis so zvlastnym anglickym prizvukom (nadych nemciny), Dave s pohodovou us anglictinou. Uz ich neuvidim, odcestuju kym sa vratim. Zvlastne ze vsetci cudzinci, ktorych som cez leto spoznal boli prijemny ludia. Ci uz Verona a Marijane z Ukrajiny, Paul z Tazmanie, Elis a Dave z Juznej Afriky .. Luba z Ruska, ktoru som vlastne nespoznal

.THANK YOU FOR YOUR KINDNESS! PS: YOU SHOULD LEARN GERMAN
Aj ked netusim preco, Elis a Dave mi pripomenuli Veronu a Marijane. Nemaju absolutne nic spolocne, nasa komunikacia sa uberala uplne v inom duchu a uplne inym smerom ... mal by som poslat mail, cim dlhsie to odkladam, tym viac si myslim ze je to zbytocne ..

.ITS EASY TO TURN BACK ON THE BEACH
tak som uz asi po stvrty krat zacal citat Alexa Garlanda ... je to kniha na cesty ...

3x

2006-09-06T23:16:00.000+02:00

Jedno arabske prislovie vravi:

Ak sa nieco stalo jeden krat, nemusi sa to stat po druhy krat. Ak sa ale nieco stalo dva krat, stane sa to aj po treti krat.

Dnes sa mi to potvrdilo .. dufam ze to plati aj pre 4 krat ..

060906 somewhere

2006-09-06T15:50:00.000+02:00

.STATION NIGHTMARE, TERMINATE, PLEASE LEAVE THE TRAIN
po prebdetej noci stravenej s grafickymi elementami zavinutymi do Bezierovych kriviek v nekonecnom priestore zobrazovacieho suradnicoveho systemu sa vydavam na cestu ... hodinky ukazuju 13:50, zmatena hlava vravi tristvrte na vcera ... dvere sa otvaraju - nastupujem. Vo vzduchu je citit pach potu zmiesany s vonou parfemov daleko za imaginaciou ludskeho vnimania ... dvere sa otvaraju - vystupujem. Predieram sa v zmeti tvari a hlasov, telom mi trasie zimnica, po chrbte mi steka pramienok potu a z vnutra ma zviera priam bibilicky hlad. Nacerpavam energiu zo zelenych oci slecny v ruzovom tielku s napisom RELAY ale v okamihu straty kontaktu stracam aj ziskanu energiu ... dvere sa otvaraju - nastupujem. Snazim sa spocitat pehy na nose plavovlasej francuzky. Po chvili mi to vnucuje myslienku spanku - prestavam. Mozno je z Kanady rozmyslam. Dvere sa otvaraju - vystupujem.

"nejake dotazy?" prebudza ma muzsky hlas, v ruke drzim popisany papier.
"ne ani ne," odpovedam.
"index,"
"dekuju Vam, naschledanou," odchadzam ... dvere sa otvaraju - nastupujem.

Citim sa ako Perzistencia pamati od Salvadora Daliho.

... je to presne ten typ dievcata, ktora vam rozhodi cely den. Musite sledovat jej dych na okne aby ste nezabudli dychat. Je to ten typ dievcata, ktorej znamienko nad konturov dekoltu nie je zdaleka tak zaujimave ako znamienko pod jej pravym okom. Nepotrebuje pohadzovat vlasmi, zakryvat svoju tvar vrstvou make-upu ani si obliekat o dve cisla mensich tielka. Jej postavu zaregistrujete az ked vystupuje o tri zastavky dalej, ale zostava len jej tvar ... dvere sa otvaraju - vystupujem ... okolity svet je surealisticky zmateny, telo sa dozaduje spanku a jedla. ukoncete nastup, oci se zaviraji ..

Bad karma

2006-09-04T17:50:00.000+02:00

Somewhere else

2006-09-02T19:17:00.000+02:00

I hate that feeling when you`re just wallking down the street, sunbeams are fighting for you skin with the wind, your`re listening to the music and than you hear that song and you suddenly wanna be somewhere else with .. but you can`t .. i hate that

"..but the girl on the car in the parking lot
says: "Man, you should try to take a shot
Can't you see my walls are crumbling?"
Then she looks up at the building
she says she's thinking of jumping
She says she's tired of life;
she must be tired of something..."

X-mass

2006-09-02T02:07:00.000+02:00

.LD -1
a je to tu, vianoce, rozbalujem balik s vyrazom 13 rocneho americkeho dietata o 7 hodine rano pod americkym stromcekom vedla americkeho krbu...zasr* lepiaca paska nejde odlepit ... je to asi 5 minut co som si potriasol s rukov zamestnanca firmy vo velkej fialovej budove a odniesol si HO ... otvaram krabicu ... je tam ... kuknem sa na sherakena ako nad mojim enthusiasmom pokruti hlavou, ... vybalujem jednotlive komponenty dokladne zabalene v igelitovych sackoch ... brzdime na semaforoch - zarucny lista a dokumentacia padaju pod sedacku spolujazdca ... prikladam 18-70 k d70 .. zavit na zavit, kov na kov ... cvak ... zastavka v cajovni, 2x50 baleneho 1x50 vazeneho...na koleji skocim k VHA po CF a zacinam testovat ... super .. vecer na bowlingu

.SUNSET BLUES
mame rezervovane dve drahy, je nas po odchode Piotra a Danky devet ludi ... rychlost ostrenia je uzasna, ultrazvukove motorky idu poznat ... prva hra uspesna ... druhe dve sux ... nikon,dslr,zoom prehral, canon.slr,fixed vyhral - tentokrat ... este na pizzu k cinanovy a domov...rychlo som prebehol fotky: "Super, je to jak DVD pustene na kvalitnem monitoru" komentuje kvalitu spolubydla, .. nj. it`s a sunset blues

.F WAITING T SELF-DENIAL
tak som o 25 000 Kc lahsi, o fotak a dobry pocit tazsi ... fotenie bude musiet pockat po skuskach :( 7.9.

Last day

2006-08-31T19:58:00.000+02:00

.END OF BEGGINING
uff, tak posledny den v praci, psychicky najnarocnejsi ... Z existencnych dovodov a zo snahy udrzat si zdravy rozum som sa na obede zdrzal dve hodiny, co viedlo k skrateniu mojej pracovnej doby o hodiny tri. Fajn, zajtra zaciname odznova ... 6 dni do skusok ... dva az styri dni do noveho fotaku ... x dni do noveho objektivu ... 27 dni do malej chatky v Tatrach ... zaciatok prace na webe chovatelskej stanice ...

.FROM Y TO T
vcera sa vratil Melthy ... z Irska ... narastli mu vlasy, nieco ziskal, o nieco prisiel .. sadli sme s Vendou a par dalsimi do klubovne, venda zalial oprazeny caj, nakrajal turecke whateveritwas, zapalili sme vodnicu, pokurovali, popijali, rozpravali, pocuvali ... NAZAR BONCU ...

.DECISION, PROMISE, IMPATIENCE
rozhodnutie nefotit kym nebude novy fotak sa stava stale tazsim ...

.POR CUBA LIBRE
nove plany...360 dni ... zatial len sny